I Will Follow You Into The Dark

在那個必須該釐清一些事情否則無法入睡的夜晚，
我點亮了兩個空洞的雙眼，
習慣品嘗苦澀的等待，我甚至根本記不住我是怎麼昏睡過去。
我每晚都努力的把那個味道想起來，
在未成眠之前並夢囈「我是輸家，我是輸家」，偶爾說服並搭配著冥想。
麥芽牛奶根本太莫須有，我老早忘了八百年我該做沒做的事。
就好像不受控制一般馬達持續的發出搭搭搭的聲響。
或許，我便緊接著開始昏厥過去，沒有意識地瞳孔偶爾放大在沒人發現的時候。
我把腦中的事情囫圇吞棗，
一掃這兩三天的不晴朗。
非潛意識下的定義，我只負責全盤無謂地歸納，
就像小朋友在睡前把撒落一地的玩具全丟進玩具箱。
沒錯，我可以不使用熱牛奶也可以睡的很安穩。
有些事情說穿了在「過度」之後會有鎮定的效果，
沒有處方籤也沒有使用說明書，
反正囫圇吞棗。



明天會重複著相同的步驟，直到我真正地開始對這種習慣感到焦躁煩悶。



今天，我依舊對自己談心。















Artist: Death Cab For Cutie
Album: Plans
Year: 2005
Title: I Will Follow You Into The Dark


Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be a close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark


If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
'Son fear is the heart of love'
So I never went back


If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark


You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes...
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms


If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark